waiting for the answers

One day I will get all the answers ........
I really wanted to knw why my life is like this ........why people ignore me .........why people come and go in my life ..........Nobody can value me ...........and I really hope one day god will surely tell me ......all the answers for all the trouble I have faced in lif e............or may be it was destined ......

I really hate those moments when friends in my life made me special ......and treated me in nice way ........and now they dont exisit .........they do exisit in reality .............but vapourised from my life........I really hate all those buggers .......from the core bottom of my heart ..........I dont knw why it happened with me .........that I emotionally started expecting things and favour from their side ........but in reality things were different ..........some of them were flirting and some of them were doing time pass........with my friendship ......

The Story is without a turning point

I m still single...........but with a hope that one day i will be  married ..........there is conditional offcourse of HAPPILY or   not

Hope in life always keeps you motivated .........you are full of positive drives and thoughts ........

Life is all about choices if you chosse to be happy you can be and If you feel  sad then you will be sad for ever .......my story in life is without a turning point although I want to be happy ...........but thing around me are so without  ends .......I dont knw  how human being can be satisfied with condition in life ..........I m a convent eductaed gurl .........studied with gurls ........I guess I am over pamaperd child in family with Indian conservative approach .........but In my life I also got many chance to interact with boys .......I   had crush on many .....I found every guy nice .....and perfect husband material :P..........but again there was no turning point and eventually some or the other way we were never remain in contact ........or my heart got crushed as they had some other love affair or attraction ...........

### Predictions for 2010 #####

As worrying parent of Indian gurl my parent often visit  to astrologer and palmist  ..just with hope that when my daughter will get married ........all of them say nice and good things  for me  and also for my future ........I  dont know .........whether it will be  true or its just fake prediction just to fill their pockets ..........


People do say that I will be getting married by 2010 ......some of the astrologer also predicetd that I will get enagaed on so and so particular date of 2009 .........well the date is past now .........2009 is history .......and I m still single :)))))))))))



I don't know how to react ...........its 2010 and almost 3 month are over .........I cant see and groom or marriage alliances .........although I m very optimistic about it .........let see what will happen ..........I really don't know whether my blog is read by any one or not .........as I didnt get any comment neither I got any followers ..........but after reading my prior 3 post you can say ..........that I m really obsessed by Marriage "Shaadi (meaning in Hindi )"just like all indian gurl it s just like a fairy tale for me ........t o dream about my future would be ..........waiting for you honey .....blogging at times ........to invisible world ....of blogger.com




      

Rahul is jerk

I m very happy to bitch  about my recent experience with guy name Rahul  .....I swear he is jerk ........just like all other men of my life .......most of guy I met online and few of them were good ........and most of them were horny jerks ........Rahul is one of them ......in spite working in a MNC as Software Eng .He doesn't possess decency and etiquette ........I mean I feel lucky enough that I just had telephonic conversations and one fine day he stopped taking my calls n sms or mail or scrap ........I really feel regretful that why I had such kind of experience ...........I mean why people give importance to female ........and one sunny day ..........you will left alone just like me ..........yet so single and also so lonely ..........I know getting me married wont declare me the happiest women in life ...........but still at least I wont be so single as I am rite now

Quarter Life Crisis

struggling with my quarter life .......I am 27 year old Indian gurl...with unstable career .....and not settled .........parents are eager to search a groom ........and there are buggers n fraud ppl in ocean of marriage proprosals ..who are either greedy for dowry or they want a professional qualified gurl ......and there are just rejection only rejection at my side .......I don't know where is my better half ......I do believe in fairy tales .......I knw one day I will be getting married with guy ........

but this life is really troublesome .......I want ed to share it with some one .......that why I started writing blog .........I cant tell my friends(as everybody is married and I am left alone ), I cant tell my family .......what I will feel ......or what I am going through.....

I guess it was my upbring and my culture which never allowed me to search a boyfriend for me .....or I can say it was restriction form my family.......being a youngest in family ..........I am a pampered child .......but I m proud that they made me independent ..........I m earning fairly good .....but as human tendency is never satisfying so am I :)))))))I want to be free ........with out any obligations ............