Unprectiable

I love to be occupied ..........At time I miss my better half ...........I do feel some times parents don't like daughter to stay at their home ..........I do feel that I should take a PG accommodation
I dont enjoy talking to them ........that thought that they are getting older day by day .........makes me chicken shit

March 2011

Every person in the world presume to innocent until its confirmed...........I m aging and learning more n more with loads of experience ........I really dont know ........what has be destined for me .......I dont know what God has decided for me ............what ever changed I had in last few month were okay I m very happy working in new organization ........but people are pretentious ..........still learning ........I wish to be in .


I am coping with the changes and enjoying life as its coming ...........I think everything happen for a reason ........when I started this blog I was so much excited about the fact of getting married ...........But I dont feel like doing one .............I do have physical needs .....I feel like making out with my co worker ........I found some of them very attractive ..............Even My boss makes me crazy .........but again things should be in box when it comes to corporate .......don't think outside the box ...........

@2011

It;s been quite long I wrote ......
The most demotivating factor is no body follows me .......so I don't feel like blogging ....
Its Feb 2011....I started my blog last year ..........I shared all my experiences ........and persons who came in my life

I m happy to be single ...........I m changed with span of time ...now I don't want to get married ........I want to live life as per my own terms and conditions.....I  m free soul...........enjoy every moment of life .......

End of Sep ....Only 3 more month of 2010 :)

Today is the last day of Sep 2010 ........I hope in coming next three months .... things will be different

I swear to God life is really complicated and to get a life partner one has to struggle a lot .......The delhi guy which I mentioned was a divorcee and I was quite shattered when I came to know this fact ........he hided things initially .....but it was good on his part atleast he told us ........the best part was that our parents were not involve in that ...

Indian society says that its quite risky to  marry a divorcee ............and personally I do feel ......If I think about it All things in his life will be for second time and in my life it will be 1st time ........
I wont be comfortable for that :)

2 nd August 2010

I m writing this so that I can feel better ..........If I believe in destiny then surely I must have done something very bad in my past birth , that why god is not kind to me .......I don't know how should I keep myself motivated daily ......I don't have anyone with whom I can share my thinking

My best frd proved to be a jerk .......she insulted me indirectly ......I can still recall those lines ....those awful comments which she said for me .......to her other frd .......

I do feel I should also drop the idea of Delhi guy as ........he is slim and I am not  ........its Monday today and whole day I was praying to god that he should be in my life  ........I wanted  him to be my life partner ........and what I got in return ... two lines and two words ......that he is divorcee .........lol .....you may find such ppl also in your life too



I really don't know when will I get answer to my prayers ...... I always do good to people  I always care ....

.people do have different perception

.I came a across a HR fellow of a very reputed company ......."being decent and confused mind state" is consider as hypocrite in his level of understanding ...........I was confused that why the hell I am attracted to wards him .............why I want to be more with him ..........and he commented on me that its a hypocrite attitiude .........I really don't know who is correct ...........


It  was time  of  cool breeze blow ...........there was pleasure ......I was happy being with him ......I was smiling without any reason .........I was happy in his thought .........crazy to hear his voice .........madly appreciating him on each of his deeds ........waiting for him  for no reason just to be with him ...........

in spite of the fact I know the reality .........we wont be together .....as .there is no hope to come across again and meet .........I miss him .......there was no commitment .......there was no promise there was no assurance .......but still I anticipate a call form his side .........I wish he should call me ...........I am so occupied with his thought .........when I called he didn't receive my call ........neither he replied for my sms .........I make distance with people who move away form me ..........I guess I am too good  for him .......that the best I can think for myself ...........I want to be cheerful .......I want to be happy .......I want to forget him .........I know time is healer ..........one day I will surely forget that  Him

I want to say Thank You

I am very much positive thinker and I want to thank god for giving me a great life .........and a very good family .......although some blanks are missing but I know that God will take care of it ..........As he has taken always



Thank you  God for a wonderful content life and for keeping us gud and healthy be with us always ..........and prover your presence always :)