These days I have stopped dreaming ............I dont dream about marriage .........I guess my thought process has jammed ...........I have encountered so many expreience in this life ...........that I dont expect to be good ........I feel that the umpteen no of fraud n cheating done by dozen of people .............It started when I was in my adulthood ...........since that time ........I have grown with expreience .........I guess never in my life I will feel content .............I dont know ...........Why the male react in so indifferent way ........I really dont knw who will be the lucikest man on this earth who will marry me ..........
God do some thing why I cant get married ...........why every body on this earth has a life partener all my school mates are either enaged or married ............
I dont knw why I m writing .........as back of mind I will feel content and happy .........
When one of my cousin got married before that I use to thing that I will never get chance to be happy of to get married ...........then I thought if such dump girl can get married ........than I m more smart than her .......
But all my hope are like a dry sea .............I dont have any positive sign of being happy and cheerful ..........I will not smile from now on .
